Alryte...my xanga membership has expired & all my pictures all stored away somewhere. Now this Xanga thingy's askin' me to join as a real member & wadsoeva...means paying up money. Drats, ain't gonna do that, this is just another online diary stuff, ain't worth wastin' money over.

Anywayx, today's really so totally cool. Amy's finally comin' over after her return from JB yest!! Alryte...so chill...we hanged ard the poolside & it's like so freakin' cold, like as if hell has frozen over. Had a short swim then she went back home for some family gathering & stuff. Kinda short time to be with her, but still...least I still get to see her...

Now she's so stressed out over MSN & she isn't tellin' me anything. I ain't sure what's buggin' her so no choice, I can't do anythin'...might as well just sit down & chill since she wanted to be alone. Maybe she's really strong enough to be on her own, time to let go a little.

The Reason

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears
That’s why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Dedicated to you, my one & only, ever dearest darlin'...Amy. I love you. I've found a reason to love you, a reason to be with you & the reason is you.

WO-HOO!! Officially 19 years old!! Alryte...celebrated with my girl over at the ice-skating ring. It's like only the both of us, so we got all the time in the world to be together & it's like finally...'coz normally we'd be out with her friend or my daughters, never really a time-out alone, jux the both of us. Guess this is a rather cool birthday. Okay okay...so there's no cake or wadsoeva but still, mom bought me a Nokia 6610, not really up-to-date but I still love it & received a bdae kiss from my gal!! Okay...so there's a hug to it too. Hehehehe. Haix...such a bliss for this birthday...but time to kick some butt & plan for Amy's birthday, it's just next month!! Oh-oh...Christmas is comin' too & I haven't got her present ready!! Start work lata... >.<

Alryte...my men, or wadsoeva that's left of 'em. Gotta take some photos of my new recruits. Received the report from the officer, seems they aren't really doing well for the past few training, guess it's time to beef up a while & sort things out accordingly. We'll be havin' a mock war over at Lim Chu Kang (I think) & it's like on the 15th Dec, couple of days away from it. We'd really gotta win this war if we're ever to held our heads up high. Drats, can't even uphold this prestigious honor our seniors have earn but not today & never will we lose that honor. It's either we uphold it or die trying. Time to work out guys, things are falling onto your hands. Think it's be better if I leave everything to my peers...